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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 6, 2013 12:06:23 GMT -8
Elena laid in bed staring up at her ceiling. Katherine was back and stirring up trouble with everyone, as always. It was so typical Katherine. Elena couldn't stand her and she was losing more and more sleep over it. She felt like she had been up all night, every night, for a week now. She was exhausted. She was drained mentally and physically. But being Elena, she put on a fake face for everyone and acted as if she was fine. She didn't want anyone worrying about her. Stefan was in New York and she missed him. She was worried though. She had talked to Jeremy last night and he said Anna was in new York helping a friend. Stefan had said he was going to new York to help an old friend, nothing added up. She trusted Stefan though and didn't want to accuse him of lying, especially if it was just a coincidence. Elena sighed and looked over towards her window, looking out of it. She rolled over and stood up, out of her bed. After making her bed she went into her bathroom and brushed her teeth and took a shower.
After getting out of the shower, she got dressed in a small tank-top and shorts and went downstairs with her long, wet, brunette hair following to make some coffee. Elena poured herself a cup of coffee. No one was home. Jenna had stayed out and jeremy spent the night out at a friends. Elena took a sip of her coffee and leaned herself against the counter, just thinking. What if Stefan was lying to her? They had to much going on wit hKatherine being back for her to have to worry about him now too. They were finally in a good place and they were both happy. She loved him so much and didn't want to doubt him but it was just too much of a coincidence. She decided to not to give it a second thought and to have trust and faith in her boyfriend. Elena sighed and stood herself back up straight and walked towards the front door with her coffee in hand to check the mail. She opened the door and almost had a heart attack seeing someone standing there. She gasped loudly then saw it was just Stefan. "You scared me" She said, knowing that was obvious. Elena smiled at him and put her coffee down on a side table next to the door, then threw her arms around Stefan. She pulled back then and kissed him for a good bit, then pulled away, her arms still around him. "I missed you" She said with a small smile, looking him in the eyes.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 6, 2013 14:13:34 GMT -8
Stefan quietly headed for Elena's house. He had chosen not to drive as he had needed the walk to clear his head. He had gotten back from New York last night and had successfully avoid Damon and Katherine, which was a bit of a miracle, but he wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth. He didn't want either of them finding out about what he had done while he was away. He had tried to drink human blood and had failed miserably as he had just had one little sip of someone and had nearly turned on Anna. But at least he found out that he could drink something besides animal blood. Okay, so it was vampire blood and wasn't quite what Anna had in mind, but in his mind, this was progress. He'd just have to figure out a way to keep drinking from her without making the others suspicious. He had no doubt that if Katherine found out that Anna was alive and sharing her blood with him, his Sire would kill her without even blinking. Damon...well, he didn't want to think about what he would say, though he figured it'd be something to the effect of how he wasn't being a normal vampire and that he needed to feed on humans. And Elena? Ohhh, she'd never understand. She had been freaked when she first realized what he was---and rightly so---though she had come around, but this was something personal, something---intimate---for lack of a better word. And there was just no way he could explain it to Elena.
He pushed this thought aside as he finally reached the Gilbert house and walked up to the porch. Then he raised his hand to knock and---the door opened to reveal Elena. "Okay, apparently knocking's not going to be required," he joked. Then, his visage grew sheepish as Elena told him that she had scared him. "Sorry," he apologized. He hadn't meant to scare her. Surprise her, yeah, but not scare her. He grinned as she threw her arms around him in a hug and kissing him, a gesture that he reciprocated, letting his guard down just a little. Only Elena could get him to relax like this. And he had to admit, he liked it. He felt so comfortable with her and it was a good feeling.
He let out a low noise of disappointment when she pulled away, but didn't complain. She probably needed air, unlike him. He then grinned as she told him that she had missed him. "I missed you too," he told her. "I would've called you when I got back last night, but honestly, I was tired," he stated. Okay, that was a bit of a lie. He had been slightly buzzed from Anna's blood, but he he couldn't exactly tell her that. She would never understand...
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 6, 2013 14:36:07 GMT -8
Elena released her small grip on Stefan as she looked him in the eyes, his arms hanging around his neck and shoulders. She had hoped so much that he wasn't lying to her. They were just now getting back to their normal selves. They had been through a lot with katherine back in town. She always got a kick out of messing with Mystic Falls favorite couple. It was like she was so jealous that she could never see Stefan with anyone else even though he was happy. Elena made Stefan happy and she knew that. Elena gave him a slight smile and nodded. "It's okay. I was tired also. I haven't really been sleeping well, hence the coffee" She said tilting her head back in a cute way to nod in the direction of her coffee. Elena was a natural energy person. She woke up happy and went to bed happy, never needing coffee. She wasn't much of a coffee drinker except for lately. Elena stepped back, bringing her hands back to herself. She walked into her house, letting Stefan follow.
"Do you want some coffee?" She offered to him as she picked up her own and took a sip from it, followed by a yawn as she covered her mouth. She had been so stressed out. She felt like she couldn't go anywhere because she didn't know where katherine was. Mystic Falls was a small town and people would talk about seeing Elena everywhere. People who didn't know of the Mystic creatures would think Elena had a twin and that would get the town talking. Elena just wanted her gone. Elena wanted to be able to step out of the house without a constant fear. Elena thought about asking Stefan about who he went to New York with straight up, but decided against it and thought she'd just ask him how the trip was. "How was new York?" She asked as she opened the fridge and got a yogurt out for some breakfast. She opened it and got a spoon, then leaned her body against the counter again, facing Stefan as she waited to hear about the trip.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 7, 2013 19:53:35 GMT -8
Stefan smiled at Elena as she said that it was okay as she had been tired the previous night as well, and then his eyes clouded in concern as she confessed that she hadn't been sleeping well, hence the coffee. "Everything all right? Katherine didn't try something while I was gone, did she?" he questioned, pulling back and subtly perusing her body for any sign of injuries. He wouldn't put it past his Sire. She seemed to have made it her mission to make Elena's life Hell and him and Anna being gone would have given her the perfect opportunity to try to harm her. However, he didn't see anything and there was no smells that were unusual for his girlfriend. She smelled the same as always. Okay, he had to stop thinking like that. He was creeping himself out here.
At her offer of coffee, he nodded. "Yes, please," he responded. He was probably due for a dose anyways. He wasn't too sure why but coffee had the effect of warming his circulation so that he could pass himself off as human. Like he said, he didn't understand why it had that effect, but he was glad that it did as it made it easier for him to blend in with society. And that was all that he wanted to do: blend in. Ah, the question of how he had enjoyed New York. He wasn't surprised that it had come up, just that it had taken her this long to ask it. "It was good. I was able to help my friend," he responded, remembering what he had told her. No need to reveal that he was the one getting helped and that it hadn't exactly worked out the way he or Anna had hoped. One thing was for sure: his girlfriend could never find out that he was blood-sharing with Anna...
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 7, 2013 21:44:32 GMT -8
Elena shook her head as Stefan asked about Katherine as she took a sip from her coffee and set it down. She smiled as she looked at him. "I'm fine...stop worrying about me" She said brushing her fingers along his face as he gave him one more soft kiss. Elena turned and got the coffee pot with fresh coffee in it. She poured Stefan some into a mug and put the exact amount of creme and sugar in it that he liked. She knew him well enough. Elena turned and handed it to him before leaning herself against the counter again. She looked down. She wanted to ask him so bad more about the trip.
She knew if she asked him specific questions, he wouldn't lie to her. They had a better relationship than that. Even if they didn't want to confess to each other they would and then they would work through it. They were great together and got through anything. Elena cleared her throat as he said he helped his friend as she nodded. She couldn't hide it anymore. Stefan knew her better than that and knew when something was up with her. She was being quiet. She cleared her throat once more and set her coffee cup down and put some hair behind her ear, keeping her head down. "So this um, Good friend of yours. Have you known them long? Anyone I would know?" She said waiting for his answer. It's not that she was testing him right now but she wanted to see how far he would take the lie if he was in fact lying to her. Elena sighed though, not being able to go through with her "tricks". She was starting to sound way too much like katherine with her devil ways and she wasn't that girl.
She loved Stefan and trusted him and could tell him straight up. Elena looked up at Stefan. "Listen, Stefan...Jeremy and I talked last night. He mentioned that Anna was in New York and she happened to leave the same day you did...at the risk of sounding like an extremely jealous girlfriend..." She said with an uneasy fake chuckle and shook her head. "I just...I know you two seem to have gotten close and I really think I didn't have anything to worry about but.." She said taking a deep breath and shaking her head more, running a hand through her hair. "but when I'm left with only that? I mean..." She said trailing off. She didn't want to think that Stefan was cheating on her. She thought more of him than that, but if that's all the information she had it was hard to think otherwise.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 8, 2013 20:55:09 GMT -8
Stefan smiled in relief as Elena assured him that she was fine and that he should stop worrying about him. "I'm glad you're all right, but how can I not worry? Katherine is---well, let's just say she could be staked and I wouldn't shed a tear," he responded. And that was certainly the truth. In fact, nothing would make him happier than to see her body desecrating, but he had a feeling that that wouldn't be happening any time soon. Katherine was far too crafty to get blindsided and staked.
He then watched as she went to make the coffee and a small grin graced his features. Did she even know how beautiful she was? He didn't know how she did it, but even when she was doing something simple---like making coffee---she just exuded this allure about her. And if Damon knew he was thinking this way, he would totally make fun of him, but he didn't really care. He had missed his girlfriend while he was in New York. And speaking of New York...Elena wanted to know how long he had known the good friend and if it was anyone she would know. "Yeah I've known them a while and no you've never met them," he answered, wincing internally. He had just lied to Elena. He hated that he had done so, but it was necessary. But at least he was vague. Hopefully he could get away with it, though a part of him doubted it. Elena could be like a pit bull when she wanted something.
When Elena told him that Jeremy had told her that Anna had been in New York leaving the same night he had, Stefan froze. Out of all the things that he had thought he would hear from the girl, this wasn't one of them. He didn't respond as she went on, saying that she was risking sounding like a jealous girlfriend and then stumbled over her words, saying that she knew that she didn't have to worry about anything, but he knew that she was trying to ask if they had been in the city together...not that he could blame her. He'd be worried too if he was in her shoes. "I didn't see her though. Didn't even know she had left Mystic Falls," he told her. Another lie. But it was a good lie. A necessary lie...
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 9, 2013 18:10:43 GMT -8
Elena chuckled at him and smiled. "And THAT, Mr. Salvatore, is why I'm not jealous about your crazy ex being in town" She said bringing both hands up to his face and kissing him softly, then smiled at him as she began to pour his coffee. When she handed it to Stefan and asked him that question she quickly regretted it. But then she didn't as he just lied to her face. She bit her lip and nodded, almost sarcastically. "Really? Wow, Stefan..." She said shaking her head and turning around. Elena finished her coffee and was rinsing out the cup as she heard him talk again.
Elena listened to him and it didn't take her long to get mad. She shut off the water hard and slammed the coffee mug in the sink and turned around. "Do you want to try that again Stefan? try lying to my face again, maybe it will sound more believable another go around!" She said yelling at him. "So when you and Anna were conspiring against me, you forget to mention to her to watch what she says to Jeremy..did you forget about that one? That she's seeing MY BROTHER! Did you plan everything else out but that? You both forgot to compare your lies to make sure it works and adds up" She said really mad.
"Stefan, with everything going on with Katherine, I really didn't think you'd give me a reason to worry even more or another problem, Why would you lie to me?" She asked him tilting her head to the side, then thought about her question. Did she want to know the answer? She didn't know what their reason was for going to new York together and honestly, she didn't know if she wanted to know. But she had to. Was Elena not enough for Stefan now? Elena felt a tear drop from her face as she looked down. "Did you sleep with her?" She asked very softly as she looked down. She couldn't look him in the face as he answered that question. She needed to know though. This wouldn't just hurt Elena but jeremy also. As if they didn't have enough going on together and haven't had enough they've had to go through.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 10, 2013 8:09:57 GMT -8
He laughed as she said that the fact that he didn't care about Katherine was the reason that she wasn't jealous about her being back in town and then they were kissing. Stefan let out a moan of contentment. He loved her kisses. They were sweet, gentle, passionate, and full of love. Love. It was what he had been looking for in all the time that he had been around---first as a human, and then as a vampire. And he wasn't going to let anyone or anything take it away from him. Not even Katherine.
Stefan took a long drink of his coffee and watched as his girlfriend got mad while she washed out her coffee cup, and then slammed it down on the counter, yelling at him, telling him to try a different lie to see if it would be different this time. "I don't know what you're talking about," he insisted and then he froze as she went on to tell him that he should've made sure to get his story straight with Anna before she talked to Jeremy. What? She told Jeremy? Why would she do that? he wondered. Had she broken his confidence? No, that didn't make sense. She wouldn't do that to him. She had probably mentioned that she was going to New York, and then Jeremy who told Elena, who had put two and two together. "You wouldn't understand," he stated. And she wouldn't. He knew how much grief she gave Damon for his feeding habits and if she knew that he had been trying to get back to that diet, she'd never speak to him again.
He then let out an unneeded breath as she told him that with everything that had been going on, she hadn't thought that he would give her something to worry about and asked him why he had lied to her. "I'm sorry," he apologized. It was lame, but it was the best that he could do. He knew that she was hurt and angry and he couldn't blame her. He hadn't lied to her since he had told her the truth about himself. Then, his eyes widened as she asked him if he had slept with Anna. "What? No!" he exclaimed. I can't believe she'd think that, he thought to himself. But then again, what was she supposed to think? He hadn't told her anything and he had been with another girl who was also a vampire. It was a natural assumption. "She was trying to help me with a problem I've been having. It didn't---it didn't work. Well, at least, not in the way she had originally planned," he told her. Hopefully, she wouldn't press the issue, but he had a feeling that she would. The desire to feed from humans had grown stronger since he had gotten a taste from that girl, but he couldn't give in. He couldn't become that monster. He just couldn't...
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 10, 2013 10:38:56 GMT -8
That was 3 lies Stefan just told her. She wouldn't let him try a 4th. Elena raised both eyebrows as she heard him say that she wouldn't understand. "I wouldn't understand? Really Stefan? Why don't you try me!It's better than leaving me to think what I'm thinking right now that you just couldn't wait to get out of town with some other girl" She said, furious. She then heard him say he was sorry. "Sorry doesn't do much if I don't know the truth Stefan" She said to him, calming down a bit. She could tell that whatever it was it was bothering him.
She heard him jump on the question if he slept with her. Elena really didn't think he would have but she didn't know what the hell was going on anymore. She was so confused and hurt. "Well then what Stefan! If it wasn't so you could get out of town and cheat on me what the hell is so important you had to lie to me THREE TIMES and don't think I would understand. Have I not always tried to understand everything you tell me? As much as it doesn't make sense to me? Hell, did I not handle the fact that you're a vampire well?" She asked him being completely serious. Elena has handled a lot in their relationship. There was a lot of secrets to keep up and more and more kept piling on. But she thought she did pretty well at handling them but obviously Stefan thought differently.
Elena took a deep breath and looked down, trying to calm herself down. She felt her blood boiling and so much rage going through her. She was more emotional and on edge with katherine trying to destroy them that she wasn't taking anything well right now. She managed to calm herself down and then she heard him and slowly looked up. "A problem? You're having a problem with something and felt like you needed to go to her for help?" She asked him. Sure, she was another vampire and could probably help more than human Elena could, and she understood that. But for Stefan to not even tell her? He was hiding so much from her right now she felt like. "What problem is so big you couldn't even tell your own girlfriend, hm?" She asked him.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 10, 2013 12:10:36 GMT -8
Stefan let out another sigh and messed up his hair as Elena yelled at him some more, telling her to try her as anything would be better than thinking that her boyfriend went out of town to be with another girl. "It's complicated, okay?" he said and was relieved when his apology calmed her down a bit, though it wasn't much. He couldn't blame her for feeling the way she did, but there wasn't really any good way to explain that he needed to get his urges under control. Not that he had had any luck while he was in New York, but...
He didn't really know what to say as she continued on, wondering what had been so important that he had to go out of town without telling her and lying about it three times---yes, she stressed how many lies he had just told her---if it wasn't to go cheat on her with another girl? And she was right. She did try to handle things even when she didn't understand what was going on. And truth be told, she had handled his revelation fairly well. Sure she had been freaked, who wouldn't be? But overall, she had been pretty calm, even for a human. And that was the key word here: "Human". No matter how much she wanted to be here for him, she couldn't. Not for this. And he wouldn't her to be. He didn't want her to have to go through the Hell he had put her through last year ever again. "That's exactly why I couldn't tell you about this! You're human! You wouldn't understand! And you shouldn't understand! Believe me, it's a good thing you can't," he insisted. Please, Elena. Please don't press this, he thought to himself.
He watched as his girlfriend took a breath, trying to calm herself, though he could tell that she was still plenty mad, even as she repeated what he had told her, though she posed it as a question. "Yes. I---I couldn't ask Damon. He---he wouldn't get it," he answered truthfully. And he really wouldn't. He was able to control himself on human blood. Something that the younger Salvatore, just couldn't do, much to his chagrin. Then, came the big question: what problem could be so big that he couldn't even tell her. Even though he had been expecting it, it still made him angry for some reason. "You want to know, you really want to know? It's blood, Elena!" he shouted, throwing his cup of coffee across the room. "It's the fact that every single vampire in existence can control themselves on human blood except me! So I have to choke down crap so I don't risk blacking out and then coming to just to find out that I've decimated an entire village! And I'm freaking hungry all the time!" he continued angrily. "Even now! I mean, do you even know how often I have to fight myself when I'm around you!?" He started to step forward and then turned around as he tried to get his control back. Why was he yelling at her? This wasn't her fault. He was the one with the problem, not her. "I'm sorry. Coming here right now was a bad idea," he apologized and then headed for her front door.
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 10, 2013 14:46:06 GMT -8
Stefan had said it was complicated and that angered Elena. "Don't do this Stefan! Don't shut me out, not now!" She said angrily. They had to stick together, especially now. If they lost each other now it would only get worse. Katherine would have exactly what she wanted but that didn't mean Elena was safe then because she was the doppleganger and apparently in "vampire world" She was really famous and a lot of them wanted her. Elena shook her head as he said she was human.
"That doesn't matter Stefan! We are two completely different things and on totally opposite ends of the spectrum but since when has that ever mattered? You came here to start a life with me, you told me yourself, so what changed? Part of starting a life with me is letting me in! Telling me your problems and letting me help you in any way I can, or if not help at least support you, you can't protect me from everything, Stefan. That is all part of a relationship. a REAL relationship. Telling each other things even when we don't want to!" She said to him. Then he told her. The blood was the problem. This was her fault and she knew it. She made him drink her blood when he was hurt and needed it to heal so he could save his own life and hers. So what? Anna took him to new York to try and help him? Then he threw the coffee cup and Elena gasped a little, surprised and jumped as she opened her mouth a little as he shouted.
"Do you even know how much I have to fight myself when I'm with you" He said to her and Elena took a deep breath as he finished shouting. She never thought that she was a problem, but apparently she was. She didn't want to do that to Stefan. She didn't want to make him have to resist the urge every time they were together. That wasn't fair to him. "I guess I didn't realize I was a problem..." She said softly trailing off. Elena watched as Stefan walked away and she looked down. She noticed her hand was cut from the coffee mug and she was bleeding. She looked at it for a second, then thought. The reason Katherine was so strong was because she was sipping vervain willingly and it didn't hurt her. Elena thought Stefan could do the same with human blood. A little bit every day to make him stronger and to resist the urge. "Stefan!" She called after him as she walked towards him and putting herself between him and the door so he couldn't leave. Not that her little human self could stop him but she knew he wouldn't hurt her. "This is my fault Stefan, I made you drink my blood that one night you have to let me help you!" She said walking closer to him and held up her hand. "Katherine built up a resistance to vervain by drinking a little everyday and it made her stronger...Damon told me...You can do the same with blood. Just a little everyday to make you stronger and the craving won't be so vivid" She said walking up to him. "Let me help you, don't do this alone" She whispered to him as she offered her hand and gave him a slight nod, letting him know it was okay.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 10, 2013 20:29:48 GMT -8
Stefan shook his head desperately as Elena told him not to shut him out. Why? Why was she fighting for him? She should be running for the hills now. He had just proved to her that he was unstable. And yet, it was like she didn't even care. It was weird. And yet, it was also really flattering---that she could have that much faith in him. Why? Why would she have that much faith in me? I don't deserve it, he thought to himself. He was a monster, plain and simple.
Almost as if she had read his thoughts and needed to contradict it, she went on to say that it didn't matter if she was a human and he was a vampire, reminding him of when he had told that he had come home to Mystic Falls for her, and then asked him what had changed. "My risk to you. That's what's changed. Don't you see? As long as you're around me, you're in danger. I'm a monster," he said. And he really was. Compared to him, Damon was a choirboy, though no one would see that. Everyone always saw him as the "Good brother" and Damon as the "Evil brother", but if they ever found out what he had done in eighteen sixty-four, those labels would definitely change. And maybe they should. He wasn't a saint, no matter what his brother said. But still, Elena had a point. Part of being in a relationship was sharing your problems with one another. Trouble was, he was the problem. He was a time-bomb waiting to explode and she would be better off running away from him.
Almost as soon as the words were out of his mouth, Stefan wanted to take them back. He had just basically accused Elena of causing him all of this grief when that wasn't the case at all. And her feelings were hurt. He could tell by the way that she had gotten quiet as she said that she hadn't realized that she had become a problem. And that's why he had to get out of here. Because he had hurt her even though he had promised not to. He had almost reached the door when she called out to him and he froze, smelling the blood. Oh damn. Did I do that? Did I hurt her? he wondered as she came up to him, saying that it was her fault because she had forced him to feed from her after he had been kidnapped by the tomb vampires. "No. It was me. I lost control. And I need to leave before that happens again," he responded and started to head for the door again. However, he didn't get too far before she was in front of him, saying that Katherine wasn't infected by Vervain because she ingested a little bit of it every day and that they could try the same thing with blood. "No! No, bad idea! That's what Anna and I tried in New York! It didn't work! I nearly killed someone!" he exclaimed. Man, her blood smelled so good! He wanted it. He wanted it so bad. "I gotta go," he stated.
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 10, 2013 20:46:27 GMT -8
Elena looked up quickly as he called himself a monster. She quickly corrected him. "No..Stefan. You're anything but" She said walking up to him and putting her hands on his face to make him look at her. "Look at me..you are not a monster. You're the most caring person I have met in my life, you're loving and generous, and the man that I love, you are not a monster". She hated it when Stefan was down on himself. She knew it was hard for him. She knew it was a daily struggle for him with blood but she thought he had been doing better. She was upset at herself for not noticing he wasn't doing well earlier.
Elena could tell how upset Stefan was. He wasn't one to lash out on anybody or show his emotions but right now he was. In a way Elena liked it because he was showing himself to her, that meant he trusted her. but in another way she hated it because he was hurting and struggling. She would give anything to take that pain away from him. She loved him too much to just sit around and watch him suffer this way. "You didn't lose control Stefan, you took what you needed and did what needed to be done" She said disagreeing with him.
Elena heard him say he tried that with Anna. "Stefan what exactly did Anna have you do?" She asked him. They needed to still finish that conversation as well. She still needed to know what went on in New York. Stefan denied her blood and said he needed to go. Elena felt her face get hot as her eyes filled with tears. "Stefan, if you walk away you're giving up, there's a way to make this better and you know this could work but you have to try it! You have to fight Stefan and not give up! Just let me help you" She said with tears streaming down her face. Elena couldn't let him leave without at least trying something. This was all her fault and she knew it. She should have never put her sliced wrist in front of him that night. When he said no she should have just done her best to fight off the vampire. but she didn't and now she needed to fix her mistake.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 10, 2013 21:20:02 GMT -8
Stefan shook his head as Elena corrected him, saying that he wasn't a monster, that he was the most caring man that she had met, saying that he was loving and generous---the man that she loved. "How can you say that? You don't know what I've done---the people I've tortured and killed. I was worse than Damon. Immensely worse," he insisted. Couldn't she see that? Why was she so sure that he could be redeemed---that he should be redeemed? "I've should've just let myself die that night the way I had planned. Everyone would have been a lot safer," he continued. I never should've gone to my father's. But like an idiot, I thought I could say goodbye, he thought to himself. Why had he wanted to say goodbye anyway? It wasn't like they had gotten along or anything.
His train of thought was broken when he heard Elena's voice. He hadn't even realized that she had started speaking again. But she was telling him that he hadn't lost control, but had taken what he had needed and then done what he had needed to do. "But I scared you when I was like that. I know I did. I saw your face. I did that. I made you afraid of me after I swore that you would never be afraid of me," he answered. And that's what killed him: the look of horror on her face. It had sickened him. And then he had lost control, going on a spree. If they hadn't Vervained him and locked him up, it would've been a lot worse.
At Elena's question of what Anna had had him do, Stefan looked at her somewhat shame-faced. "She tried to teach me how to stop when feeding on someone. It---didn't work," he replied. Yeah, that had been embarrassing. He had basically acted like a brand-new vampire. But at least I know I can drink vampire blood no problem, he thought to himself. However, he was still keeping that little tidbit to himself. Elena didn't need to know about it. She was upset enough as it was. As he headed for the door, he heard Elena telling him that if he walked away he was giving up, that there was a way to make things better, that her idea could work, he just had to fight and that she wanted to help him.
Crying. She was crying. He had made her cry. Damn. He hadn't meant to do that. He turned around. "I appreciate what you're offering, I do---but I can't stop. Anna had to pry me off of the last person that I tried to feed off of. I just had a few sips of her blood and everything went to Hell. I don't want you seeing that part of me. Please...I can't," he whispered. He couldn't risk it. He couldn't. But the smell of her blood was becoming and more tempting...
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 11, 2013 7:17:36 GMT -8
Elena heard Stefan and shook her head. "No" She simply said walking towards him. "Stefan that wasn't you back then, I know YOU and that wasn't you. You wouldn't hurt anyone and you and I both know that" Elena heard him say he should have died that night and she felt like slapping him across the face, but she restrained herself. She did however get in his face about it. "Don't you ever say that again Stefan, especially not to me. You did what you did and now you have to be a man and deal with it. Especially now when things are more difficult than they need to be. You've fought this before Stefan, You can do it again" She said.
Elena looked at Stefan and shook her head. "Stefan, that entire scenario we were in scared the hell out of me, I thought I was going to die there that night, or worse...I thought you were going to die. I was a little taken back but just because I had never seen anything like that but i've also never been in a situation like that Stefan" She said correcting him. it was true. It wasn't just Stefan that scared her that night. What human wouldn't be scared of a bunch of vampires trying to kill her for letting her boyfriend free. They had been torturing Stefan all night and she needed to save him, and that's what she did. She saved him. But then again she made him drink her blood and right now, she wasn't thinking of that as saving him.
Elena looked at Stefan. She could hear the disappointment in his voice and see it in his face that he hadn't learned. She needed to help him, he needed help and she had to do something. Elena walked up to Stefan slowly and put a hand on his face. "hey..." She said softly. "you'll be okay Stefan, we will figure this out. For whatever it's worth...you have me. I'm always here for you, okay? Don't forget that Stefan" She said very softly looking him intensely in his eyes.
Now she just needed to get him to try this. "Stefan listen to me. It's ME, Stefan. I know how you feel about me and you won't hurt me. I know you won't, I trust you Stefan, but that doesn't mean anything if you don't trust yourself and have faith in yourself. I believe in you. You can do this, and you can be strong. " She slowly brought her hand up to him. "I trust you" She said nodding a little for a little extra encouragement. She knew he wouldn't hurt her. She trusted him. "I love you Stefan.." She said softly with both hands on either side of his face.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 14, 2013 15:48:37 GMT -8
He let out a scoff as she insisted that it wasn't him that had done those things, saying that she knew him and that he wouldn't hurt anyone and they both knew it. "You have no idea! I did worse than just hurt people Elena! I tortured them, I screwed with their heads! Don't you see? There's nothing about me that's redeemable! Nothing!" he insisted. Even as he said this, a small part of him knew that if Lexi heard him, she would kick his ass for it, but another part of him didn't care. Besides, Lexi was gone. His best friend was gone. If she hadn't been visiting him for his birthday, she'd still be alive. Then his eyes shone with pain as Elena got in his face, telling him not to says things like that and that he had done what he had done and that he needed to be a man and face it, especially with everything that was going on. She then ended her tirade by saying that he had fought the urges before and he could do it again. "What if I don't want to fight?" he shot back. "What if I'm sick of having to live this way?" he challenged. She wasn't getting it. He was wanting to become the monster he had been back then. And that's what he was fighting.
He then fell silent again as she corrected him, saying that everything about that night had scared her because she had thought that he was going to die and that she had been taking aback because she had never been in that kind of a situation before. "And you never would've been in it in this first place if it hadn't been for me," he reminded. If she and Damon hadn't been rescuing him, she wouldn't have had to see him go postal later. She wouldn't have seen how much he had enjoyed the pain he had been inflicting...
She then stepped closer to him, saying that he'd be okay, that they'd figure it out, and that she still had him, adding that she'd always be there for him and that he shouldn't forget that. What, she's just going to throw her life away for me? he wondered. What was she thinking? Was she even thinking? "Don't---what are you going to do when you're thirty or forty? Still try to talk me down? You're just going to put your whole life on hold? Don't do that. Not for me. Never for me," he stated. I'm not worth that. I never have been, he thought to himself.
He then took a step back even as she stepped forward, telling him that it was her, that she knew how he felt about her, and that she was trusting that he wouldn't hurt her, but he had to trust himself. "Elena, get that cut taken care of...now," he insisted, his voice thick as he tried to push the bloodlust down. He could feel himself starting to lose it and she didn't get out here soon, he wasn't sure if he could stop himself from hurting her. He took in a ragged breath as she brought her hand up and nodded at him encouragingly. It was obvious what she wanted: she wanted him to feed from her. However, he shook his head. "You don't know what you're asking me to do. Please, please..." his voice trailed off as she put her hands on his face and told him that she loved him.
Almost instantly, he could feel his features changing. It was too much! Her smell of her blood was too much! He let out a groan, which turned into a growl and as his features took on a monstrous appearance, he reached for the hand that had the cut, intending to sink his fangs into the wound.
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 14, 2013 21:43:22 GMT -8
Elena was scared to death. She just did a damn good job at hiding it. She was scared of Katherine, scared of other vampires besides the ones she knew, and now scared that Stefan was about to go off the rails and she didn't even see it coming. How could she get her boyfriend back. She'd do anything. She loved Stefan more than anything and cared for him like no other, so she'd sacrifice anything to help him, even herself. he just needed to see that she was trying all she could to help. She only wanted the best for him and to help the love of her life. That's who Stefan was. She could never see herself with anyone else. Elena raised her eyebrow at Stefan as he spoke. "Do you even hear yourself right now? How could you say that? Huh? There is EVERYTHING redeemable about you Stefan! Do you honestly think I would be with you if there wasn't? Who was the one who saved my life, the night my parent's car drove off Wickery Bridge? Huh? Who was the one who saved me from the grief and the guilt and the pain and showed me how to live again even after their death? Who was the one who told me that we can't forget to LIVE and showed me how?" She said walking closer to him as she spoke with tears running down her face. "That was you...YOU Stefan! No one else but you!" She said.
Elena shook her head as he said he may not want to fight it anymore. She shook her head then gave him an exaggerated shrug as she took a couple steps back from him. "Then don't" She said shrugging. "But just know this, if you stop fighting, you stop caring. Not only will you lose yourself, but you will lose me also. I won't love a ghost, Stefan" She said the last part in a whisper. "So it's up to you to choose what's more important to you...the blood..." She said then starting walking back towards him. "or me?" She said as she began to bring her hands up to his face. "if you don't fight...you will lose me forever" She said to him, looking him in his eyes.
He said that she wouldn't have even gone through had it not been for him. Elena shook her head. "No, Stefan...I had all of this in my life before you just in different terms. Darkness followed me wherever I went. Even if you didn't come back here to be with me, I would have still been the Doppleganger, except I would have no one to help me through it. I would be losing my mind without you Stefan. you showed me everything and taught me everything..helped me understand. how do you think I would be feeling right now not knowing what the hell was happening to me or going on? And how do you think I would be right now if I didn't have you? I would have not seen one happy day in my life after my parents died but you're the one who showed me how to live again Stefan. My life would still be dark without you" She said keeping her hands on his face. It was all true. She needed him in her life. She would still be the Doppleganger without him except a meaner version of herself because she'd be so confused and hurt. Stefan was the one who showed her that life was worth living.
Elena heard him and shook her head. Her voice got stern as she looked at him. "NO" She demanded. "you're not scaring me away Stefan" She said knowing exactly what he was doing. They never really had that talk before and now was not the time to have it. She had thought about it before but loved him too much to let it alter any decisions about him. She knew what she wanted and it was him. She loved him and she couldn't walk away. not now and after everything they've been through. Elena heard his tone change but before she could bandage her wrist up she saw his face change. Elena knew he was about to feed from her.
Elena watched his features change in his face and felt him grab her wrist and bring it to his mouth. Elena took a deep breath. He needed this. She knew it was worth the shot and she was willing to do anything to help him. Even offer herself up which is exactly what she was doing and he was about to accept.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 15, 2013 21:18:05 GMT -8
He let out a scoff as she asked him if he was hearing himself right now, saying that there was everything redeemable about him, reminding him that she wouldn't even be alive if it hadn't been for him, saying that he had brought her out of her grief and had reminded her that she couldn't forget to live. Why was she so hell-bent on saving him? There was no point in it. "Those were circumstances out of your control. Everything I did, I chose to do," he stated. Couldn't she see that? He had chosen to bring pain and misery to everyone around him and he hadn't cared about them one little bit. He had chosen to screw with people's heads---to murder them---all of it was a choice. None of the things Elena had been through had been her choice. But she apparently didn't see it that way. She thought that he could be saved---that he should be saved. How could she have that much faith in him? Why would she have that much faith in him? It didn't make sense.
When he told her that he was getting tired of fighting, he had expected her to give up, to realize that what he was telling her was his true nature, but instead, she told that if he wanted to, he could give up, but in the process, he would lose himself as well as her and that he had to choose what was more important to him: her or the blood, as she wouldn't love a ghost forever. "Why are you fighting for me? Huh? Why are you being so stubborn?" he wondered. Just give up on me, Elena. I'm a monster, he thought to himself.
Then, his eyes clouded as she had had all the darkness in her life before they had met, and that she would still be a doppelganger regardless except she wouldn't have any help, and then asked him how he thought she would feel if she was going through everything without any help. She had a point there. But still...how could be fighting for him after all of the harm he had done? It wasn't right. "You have your friends. They would've pulled you out of all that darkness," he stated. "And Katherine wouldn't be after you if I wasn't around," he added. If he hadn't fallen in love with her, his Sire wouldn't be making her life Hell, of that he was sure.
He huffed as she told him that he wasn't going to scare her away. Great. Nothing he had said worked. Wonderful. Why was she being so stubborn? Didn't she realize how dangerous he really was? But maybe that was it. Maybe she had gotten complacent with him because of his diet. Sure it helped him to blend into society better, but it didn't change the fact that underneath his facade, he was nothing more than a monster whose only purpose was to feed and kill.
Almost as soon as his fangs sank into her wrist, he let out a moan. Good. This blood was good. It was what he had been denying himself for so long. Why? Why had he been so stubborn? This was the stuff that kept him strong. And he wanted it. He had wanted it for so long. Yes! This is exactly what I need! he thought. This is exactly what he was supposed to do---feed, kill...kill? No! He couldn't! Oh, damn! I'm losing it! he realized. Horrified, he pulled away and jumped back, hitting the wall. Panting and trying to push his bloodlust back down, he stared at her. "I'm sorry," he apologized. Man, what did I just do? I---I wanted to hurt her! he thought to himself. He then blurred towards the door. He had to get out of here. He was a danger to her now. He had just proved himself right. He was a monster....
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 16, 2013 18:01:03 GMT -8
Elena looked over at Stefan as he said he chose to do the things he did. "And what did you do with that? You realized what you were doing, didn't like it, and changed it. Which is EXACTLY what you needed to do and it's exactly what you did...you did the right thing Stefan" She said to him walking up to him. She heard his question and gave him a sarcastic chuckle and threw her hands up shrugging. And asked it right back. "Why do you fight for me Stefan? The very same reason. I love you and you love me. You know I would do anything for you. We fight for what we believe in Stefan...for what we love. When it's real, you can't walk away" She said to him putting her hands on his face.
Elena didn't understand why he didn't get that. Stefan has put his life on the line for her and she didn't understand why he wouldn't let her do the same. She loved him the exact way he loved her. They were so in love that they would die for each other yet he didn't seem to be thinking that way that she was doing it because she loved him. "I just, I hate seeing you in this kind of pain, if there's anything that will help we have to try it. I don't care what it is or what I have to do. It's worth it to me Stefan" She said to him meeting his eyes.
Elena shook her head. "You don't know that Stefan. Katherine and I are the same person, except not..." She said thinking about how Katherine was a psychotic bitch and she was not. "You know she would have been curious about me as soon as she got word of the doppleganger. It's not because of you. And my friends...they aren't YOU. They couldn't help me in ways you do" She said trying to get him to understand that. Stefan made Elena feel wanted and loved and she needed that in her life. He cared for her in ways her friends couldn't. He loved her in ways they couldn't and he also protected her in ways they couldn't. They just weren't STEFAN. No matter how hard they could try to be. No one would ever replace Stefan.
Elena watched him as he grabbed her wrist and sank his teeth into her. She let out a little sigh from her lips in pain but didn't want him to know. She made a little face showing pain but he needed this. This was nothing to Elena compared to the pain she's been through. She could handle it and she was. Elena watched him as he wasn't letting up and she started feeling faint. "Stefan..." She whispered softly before he threw himself against the wall, scaring Elena as she jumped back and took a deep breath.
Elena ran to the sink and grabbed a paper towel to cover up her wound and stop the bleeding. Then she turned and saw him by the door. She walked over to him quickly. "It will take time Stefan...you will learn, I know you will" She said softly. She walked up to him and grabbed his face, forcing him to look at her. "It's you and me Stefan" She whispered before kissing him. She then looked him in the eyes and smiled a tiny bit. "Always" She then kissed him again. She would do anything for him and she just proved that.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 19, 2013 10:42:29 GMT -8
Stefan forced back another unneeded sigh as Elena countered his argument of choosing to do the things that he had been doing by saying that he had realizing what he was doing and then changed, which had been the right thing. "More like Lexi found me and then tortured it out of me," he corrected. If it had been up to him, he would've stayed the unfeeling monster that he was. But Lexi had been too stubborn to let that happen and Elena was too stubborn to listen to reason. Come on, Elena. Give up. I'm not worth this, he thought to himself. He was a hunter, a predator...a monster...And yet, here she was arguing with him, reminding him of all the times he had fought for her, that they fought for what they believed in and for what they loved. Love. She loved him and he knew for sure that he loved her. Then, a little small sigh escaped his lips as she put her hands on his face, telling him that when a love was real, they couldn't just walk away.
When she continued, telling him that she hated seeing him in pain and if that there was a way to help, they had to try it. "I don't know. I'm not---I'm not strong, Elena. I've never been strong," he said. He wasn't talking about physical strength, but emotional strength. He had never been good at fighting. His loss of control with the bloodlust was testament to that. Besides, all he could offer her was pain and darkness. But from what she was saying, she didn't see it that way. All she could see was the love that she had for him.
Okay, yeah, Elena and Katherine were pretty much the same person---appearance-wise anyways---and Elena was right: Katherine would have been curious about Elena even if he hadn't been dating her and would have tried to make her life miserable. But would she have been so vicious? A part of him wanted to say "No", but another part of him knew that it wouldn't have mattered if they were together or not. And it was nice to hear that she felt that he had helped her in ways that her friends couldn't, but how much had he really done? If there was good in him, how come he couldn't see it? Had he been consumed by the darkness so long that he wasn't trusting the light?
Away. He had to get away. He had hurt her. He had shown her that he couldn't be trusted. And yet, he could hear her following him. Why would she want to be around him when he had just proven himself completely untrustworthy? It didn't make sense. However, he was curious, which was why he had slowed down when he heard her following him. He then turned around as she told him that it would take time and that he'd learn, taking his face in her hands as she did so. Then she kissed him and said that it was her and him, always. "is that the kind of life you want, Elena? To have to keep talking me from the edge? That's not a life," he told her. And it wasn't. She didn't need to be taking care of him. She needed to go out and live her life. Then, his other arguments were cut off as she kissed him him again. Unable to help himself, Stefan found himself responding to the kiss. He still wasn't sure about any of this, but if the girl he loved felt that there was a light at the end of the tunnel, how could he possibly keep arguing?
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 20, 2013 13:04:00 GMT -8
Elena looked at Stefan then looked away. "Her method wouldn't have worked if you didn't secretly want it yourself" She said looking back to him. Elena couldn't give up on Stefan. She loved him too much. He meant to much to her for her to just give up and let him fall apart. She wouldn't let that happen. She couldn't. She'd give up everything just to fight for him.
She heard him say he wasn't strong enough and she shook her head, grabbing his face hard. "No Stefan. stop. You are strong enough. You are one of the strongest men I know. You just have to find that fight within you and pull it out. Focus on it." Her and Stefan had been through some pretty drastic times together. When Elena let the tears keep falling, he was the one picking up the pieces and staying strong for both of them. When they were given every reason in the world, and put in dire situations, he stayed strong. He carried Elena through so much. Not just physically, but emotionally. He not only carried his own weight but hers as well and when she said he was the strongest man she knew, she meant it. The way he fought for her, and their relationship.
Elena wrapped a paper towel around her wrist and then went after Stefan. he had lost control but he didn't kill her. She was expecting him to lose it. She prepared herself for that. But he stopped himself. he was strong enough to stop himself. That showed a lot about him and said a lot. He wouldn't hurt her. She knew that. She trusted him and had faith in him. But that didn't mean anything if he didn't believe in himself. They had to find a way to beat Katherine at her own game and this was it. He had to be stronger and this was the way. She didn't want him doing it alone though. That's why she would do it with him and offer up her own blood. He needed it.
Elena grabbed his face as he argued back with her. "Stefan, it's the life with YOU that I want. Everything else just comes with it. But that's what I want...I don't know what you want anymore" She said removing her hands and shaking her head a little as she looked at him. "you keep telling me that you don't want this for me, that it's not the life you want me to have...But it's the life I'm choosing Stefan. I'm choosing to be with you. I love you and I can't change that. So, if you walk away and say goodbye leaving me to "live my life" She said using air quotes. "Then it's for you and it's you saying you don't want to be with me. Because I know what I want. Let me know when you know what YOU want" She said. And with that she turned around and walked up her stairs to her bedroom. If Stefan wanted to be with her and quit making excuses, he would meet her up there. If not, she would hear him walk out the door and that would be it. She knew what he would probably choose, she just prayed she was right.
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 20, 2013 20:59:41 GMT -8
Stefan shrugged when Elena told him that Lexi's method wouldn't have worked if he hadn't wanted it to deep down inside and maybe she was right. He didn't know. At the time he had been so engrossed with getting his revenge on the Founding Families that he hadn't really cared about anything else. Plus, he had had all that guilt about killing his father and then turning Damon. To this day he didn't understand why he felt guilty about what he had done to Giuseppe after everything he had put him through, but he just chalked it up to his own personal nature. But it didn't change the fact that he had brought an ugly death to everyone he had blamed for his problems. If Lexi hadn't been so stubborn...he gave himself a mental shake, not wanting to go further down that road. That was the past. This was the present. He just needed to focus on that. And right now, his girlfriend was trying to get him to hold on to what they had. She wanted him to fight.
As soon as he told her that he wasn't strong, she corrected him, grabbing his face hard---well, hard by human standards anyways---and telling him that he was the strongest man she knew and that he had a fire inside of him that he had to pull out. He knew she was right, but it was. A part of him was tired of fighting. A part of him just wanted all of this to be over. But it wasn't. It was only the beginning. "You don't don't know what you're asking. I---" he cut himself off. "I think I'm going to need to borrow some of your strength here," he confessed. By now, it was pretty clear that he was doubting himself. But he couldn't help it. He always got that way when it came tot he bloodlust.
He watched as she finally bandaged up her wound and felt himself relaxing somewhat. Oh, he could still smell the blood, but at least it wasn't as sharp anymore. And for him, that was definitely a step up. He then averted his gaze as she once more put her hands on his face saying that she wanted a life with him even with everything that came with it, adding that she didn't know what he wanted anymore. He blew out another unneeded breath as he looked down. He had been doing a lot of sighing lately, which was odd considering that he was a vampire. "I want you to be safe," he told her. "And you can't be safe if---" his voice trailed off as she continued on, saying that even though he didn't want this life for her, it was the life that she was choosing and that if he chose differently, it was for his sake not hers.
After her speech, he watched as she headed up to her room. This was it. She had given him the ultimatum: he could stay with her and put her in danger, or he could do the responsible thing and walk away. Ah, screw responsible, he thought to himself and instantly used his vampire speed to run up the stairs and to Elena's room. "It's you. All I want is you," he responded and with that, he started for her, intending to grab her and pull her towards the bed if she allowed him to.
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Elena Gilbert
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 21, 2013 10:40:47 GMT -8
Elena walked up her stairs and into her room. She collapsed onto her bed taking a deep breath. She ran her hands through her hair, staring up at her ceiling then quickly stood to her feet again. She was nervous about Stefan's decision. She took another deep breath as she looked into her mirror on her vanity in her room. She put her hair behind her ears as she thought about them.
Katherine was threatening them so much. Saying she didn't want them together and saying she would kill everyone Elena ever loved if they stayed together. Elena couldn't lose anyone else. But she also felt like she was being selfish. She was putting everyone in danger because she was with Stefan. But she couldn't lose him either. She needed him too much. He meant everything to her and if they had to sneak around then so be it. They would have to be smarter than Katherine. She wasn't going to win this one. Elena would make sure of it. Katherine would run back into Stefan's arms in seconds if he'd allow it. Elena knew very well how Katherine felt about her boyfriend and she hated it. She knew she wasn't competition but it still bothered Elena.
Elena slowly looked up at herself in the mirror, then to her door as she heard Stefan walk in, then quickly after heard his voice. He said he wanted her and that's all. Elena smiled at him and soon felt his arms around her, pushing her towards the bed. Elena collapsed onto her back on the bed as she stared up at Stefan. "I love you..." She said very softly, looking deep into his eyes. She knew this would be his decision. If he felt anything like Elena felt for him, he couldn't walk away. And he didn't. Their love was stronger than that. Elena looked up at him, before letting her eyes drop to his lips, then back up to his eyes as she pulled him on top of her.
Elena kissed Stefan with passion. She was so happy to have him back. She wasn't happy about him going to New York with Anna and lying about it, but if Elena didn't let that go, it would only tear them apart. When he lied she saw how much it killed him. He didn't want to but he didn't want Elena seeing him like that and she understood that. Elena was confident in them. She was confident that he would survive his bloodlust and they would survive whatever Katherine had up her sleeve. Elena kissed Stefan as she heard thunder outside and stopped only to look out her window for a quick second. It had been a gloomy day and now it was storming. She saw the rain dropping as she turned back to look at Stefan and smiled a little before meeting his lips again and tugging at his shirt. She wrapped on leg around his as she slowly moved it up and down.
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Stefan Salvatore
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Post by Stefan Salvatore on Jun 21, 2013 17:40:30 GMT -8
As soon as they were on the bed, Stefan began to place kisses on Elena's neck. He couldn't believe that he had been so ready to throw everything away. And for what? His own fear? Katherine? That was just stupid. Sure he was afraid of what he could do, he knew himself better than anyone, but if the girl he loved had faith in him, he just had to hold onto that. And he may have had felt something for Katherine once upon a time, but that was all in the past. Elena was his present and hopefully his future. And that was all he needed or wanted. He grinned as she told him that she loved him. "I love you too," he stated, moving to go place a kiss on her lips. So beautiful. So sexy, he thought to himself as she pulled him on top of her. And he was the one lucky enough to be dating her. He was well aware that his girlfriend was a certified knockout and could have any guy that she wanted. And she wanted him. That's what was so amazing: that even after she learned about all of the horrible things that he had done---even after seeing him at his worst---she still loved him and wanted to be with him. He had never experienced that kind of a love before. It was really nice. And to think, it had only taken him a hundred forty-five years to find it.
Stefan barely heard the thunder as he and Elena kissed. However, his girlfriend's quick glance at her window didn't go unnoticed. "Guess I'm going to have to turn things up a notch," he murmured as he went to remove her shirt as she removed his. He then let out a moan as he felt her move one of her legs up and down his leg. Damn, that felt good. She certainly knew how to turn him on. And hopefully, he could reciprocate the feeling. He then went to place a hand on her waist, intending to let his fingers travel downward if she allowed it. Hopefully, she wouldn't mind, but if she wanted him to stop, he would. He wasn't going to force her. He wasn't that kind of guy. "Do you have any idea how much you're turning me on?" he asked, a growl of lust and desire creeping into his voice. Every single touch and kiss was like electricity flowing through his body.
Stefan grinned down at Elena as he perused every inch of her. She was gorgeous. And he was the one who got to be with her. How had he gotten so lucky? He knew that there were a lot of guys out there who would love to be in this position, but they never would be. He was the only one who would ever get to see her like this and maybe it was petty of him, but he got a sense of pleasure of knowing that. Their love was strong and he couldn't even imagine loving anyone else. For him, it was Elena and always would be. Chuckling at these thoughts, he leaned forward, intending to place a kiss on her neck as well as going to carefully lay on top of her. He had to be careful after all. He was so much stronger than her and the last thing in the world he wanted to do was hurt her...
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Elena Gilbert
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Post by Elena Gilbert on Jun 22, 2013 8:59:45 GMT -8
Elena and Stefan had been together for 2 years now. In those 2 years she noticed in herself how much she was growing up. He was everything to her and he made her a better person. She didn't even want to think about how these past 2 years would have gone without Stefan in her life. At first, things were rocky. With her parent's just passing away, and Matt still loving Elena. But they made it through. The things that Elena and Stefan had survived, truly made her believe they could survive anything. Elena never thought she could find a love so real. But now, she couldn't imagine her life without it. They had so much passion, and care, and tenderness. And above all, just so much love. There wasn't a day that went by that Stefan didn't prove to her how much he loved her and she appreciated that. They both worked hard in this relationship. If they didn't, with everything working against them, they wouldn't be together.
Elena smiled up at Stefan as he said he loved her too. She put both hands to his face as she kissed him, then moved her hands through his dirty blonde hair and down to his back. As he kissed her neck she sighed heavily, turning her head the other way to leave more access to her neck for him. Elena heard the rain crashing down but started noticing it less and less as Stefan continued to move his hands about. She felt his hands move to her hips as she got his shirt off and threw it on the ground. He was doing so much for her and probably had no idea. Stefan's touch always electrified Elena. He touched her with so much passion and love that really felt like he was touching every nerve in her body. Every time they made love, it was like this for Elena. It never got old or boring.
Elena stopped kissing him as he told her how much she was turning him on. She threw her hands up above her head and removed her leg. "Oh well then, maybe I should stop" She said with a teasing smile, knowing they had already gone too far to stop now. "Or..." She said trailing off as she wrapped her leg around his and flipped him over onto his back as she collapsed on top of him, kissing his neck and trailing down, leaving small kisses around his chest, and trailing her tongue softly on his chest to his stomach, leaving him with a chilling effect as the air conditioning hit those spots she licked. "I could do this" She said softly, as she went lower and unbuttoned his jeans with her teeth, and began re-tracing her kisses, heading back up again to find his lips. She kissed him passionately.
She then found his ear and nibbled gently on his ear-lobe. She knew how much that turned him on. "Your choice" She said very softly with a sexy tone as she nibbled on his ear a little more before finding his lips once more. Elena never knew such perfection in a man actually existed until she met Stefan. He was so perfect to her. The way he loved her and cared for her. Always making sure she was okay. He would die for her without thinking twice and has proved that one too many times that wasn't necessary. She would die for him also without blinking. She knew that was true love. When you would take a bullet for your partner without thinking twice, and they would. That's one of the reasons she knew it was real.
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