✖ Survive the Day ✖ Open

[ash]

- - YOU WERE ALONE BEFORE WE MET, NO MORE FORLORN THAN ONE COULD GET
HOW COULD WE KNOW WE HAD FOUND TREASURE HOW SINISTER AND HOW CORRECT
*IT WAS A LEAP OF FAITH I COULD NOT TAKE, A PROMISE I COULD NOT MAKE
- - - - - - - - - - my ashtray heart

thump, thump, thump went Ashley’s heart as she woke up. She was gasping for air and shuddered violently at the memory. She felt sick, it had been more violent than she remembered. What was her bad dream about? It was of Angelique’s death. She had the most violent and bloody death of them all. Just trying to remember the blood, the way her heart was giving out as she ran, how he killed her... Ash shot up out of bed and ran into the bathroom feeling whatever was inside her pour out into the toilet bowl. Well there goes the start to this beautiful day.

After Ash had finished pouring her guts out into the toilet she flushed it and started the shower. She was in here anyways so might as well get ready for the day. Ash was used to puking her guts out in the morning every once in a while when the memory of Angelique popped up in her dreams. She was the most trusting of all the Lives Ashley lived and she was the most brutally murdered. Keeping everything inside might have put a strain on her but confessing them to someone else seemed like a cruel and unusual punishment for the other person.

Sighing and hopping into the Shower Ash let her mind wander to everything except her fears and her dreams and her nightmares. Her head throbbed and her mouth tasted like Vomit which made Ash want to vomit again. Opening her mouth and letting the shower water pour in she washed her mouth out with that. Gross? Yes. A Bad idea? Not really, no. In conclusion Ash’s shower wasn’t as conventional or relaxing as she wanted it to be. Hopping out and grabbing two towels from the bottom of Skylor’s bathroom counter and wound her blonde hair up into one of them and wrapped the other one around her body.

She hoped Skylor was gone or asleep because Ash was so worried about not puking in her room that she didn’t bother to grab any clean clothes. Peaking out into the hallway, and not seeing Skylor Ash sneakily walked back into her room and slammed the door shut. She locked it as she went and grabbed whatever was clean from the drawers. Ash had bought a few new outfits since she had been in Mystic Falls but a lot of her clothes were still from home. Ash wore them, but she didn’t like looking at them. They reminded her of the brother she left, the mother she made cry and the father who cracked and shed a few tears for his baby girl. Ash hated knowing she was the cause of it but she left for their own safety, for their own safety.

After Ash was dressed she grabbed her bag, keys, shoes and jacket before walking out the door. Ash had school today and even if she was going to be early. She had found a piece of gum in her car and was currently chewing on it. It got rid of the disgusting Pukey feeling she had and Ash knew she would not be a joy this morning. She looked like hell, felt even worse and knew people would be looking at her. School was the Bane of Ashley’s existence but she needed to go for a distraction. It was her last year then she could work all day and pay Skylor back. God how Ashley wished he would collect rent or Something so she wouldn’t feel so guilty for staying at his house all the time.

If anything she could save up enough and rent a small apartment of her own or something. Sadly the two bit job she had was barely paying for the clothes on her back and the food in Sky’s fridge so an apartment was out of the question for now. Getting things was not something Ash was accustomed to... Getting things without getting asked for something in return anyways.

Instead of heading Straight to school Ash stopped at a little coffee shop thing that sold muffins and donuts and stuff so Ash got a Coffee drink that ahd a lot of whip cream and caramel on top as well as a chocolate chip muffin. If she was gonna be miserable at least she’d be able to be awake and miserable. She didn’t want to take a chance by falling asleep in class and puking all over her desk when she woke up.

When she finally drove into school half her muffin was gone and she hadn’t even touched her Coffee drink yet. Parking and sitting in her car for a bit Ash finished her muffin and plugged in her iPod. People ignored her, “Accidentally” shoved into her or where just wicked to her. Ash knew it was for the better but she could have swore people would have grown up with more sense. Moving silently towards an empty picnic table Ash sat down and slung her bag down next to her. She sipped her drink and focused on the music and not about her nightmare. She wouldn’t be able to sleep for two nights because of it but if it meant keeping things in her stomach, Ash didn’t care.

i tore the muscle from your chest, used it to stub out cigarettes
LISTENED TO YOUR SCREAMS OF PLEASURE, WATCH BEDSHEETS TURN BLOOD RED
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FOR OPEN. 874 WORDS. ASHLEY IRIS THIS. TEMPLATE BY SPECIAL K !.