Alone? {Isaiah}

[parkerjillian]

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Her whole world was crumbling down, what had happened to her at Founder's Day was revealed; she was bitten by a vampire and the truth came from a real vampire, a guy she thought was the kind of person that couldn't hurt a fly; she was confused, overwelmed...lost, she had this same feeling sometime ago, all when her mother died, her confident, her friend, her everything, she loved her Father and sister more than anything but she knew her Mother now wasn't going to be there and she didn't know what to do; her favorite place of Mystic fall were the thing of nature that gave the town's name, the falls; once she came here with her mom and now, every since she died it seemed like the perfect place to go and "talk" to her; she needed to, she missed her.
Reaching a point in the falls where they were pretty visible, Jillian stopped and as soon as she did, her eyes filled with tear
"Hi mom"
She said out loud, sniffing back the tear she slide her back against a tree and fall slowly to the floor, staring at the water ahead she started to talk as if her mother was really there
"Yeah, I know, it's been a while...no I haven't forgotten about you, how could I?...Mom! there is NO guy in my life, not yet..."
Jill kept on talking and to some she must've been as crazy the craziest person on earth but she preferred this to therapy, she had too much of that growing up because of her eating disorders, it was maybe half an hour after she got there that she was feeling better so she said goodbye
"I promise this time it won't be long before I come again...I love you Mom!"
Getting up, she saw something that froze her in the spot, what the hell was that? Was there something or someone listening to her? She shook her head thinking how stupid she was, it could have been an animal easily but a few second later, the same sound come from closer; She should run but she couldn't, she was literally froze.

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SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME.
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What he hated most was getting frantic and worried phone calls from loved ones. And today, that had just happened. He was on his way to the Mystic Grill to hang out when he got a phone call from his grandmother telling him that Nicholas had called to see if she had seen Jillian or that if she had happened to drop by there. From what his grandmother had gathered, his brother sound worried. And that was not always good. So, right after the call ended, his grandmother called the younger sibling up to check up on Jillian. It wasn’t that he didn’t care or anything. He did. But where in the world would he find her? It wasn’t like they always hung out or anything.

He spent quite some time in going to places where usually young girls would happen to hang out. He tried the shopping district, then the coffee shops. Eventually he called up Rachel who was down at the Mystic Grill and asked her if she spotted Jillian there. Unfortunately, there was no Jillian there. Now where could she be? He pressed his lips and sent a text message to Nicholas. His brother had been currently unavailable at that moment probably because of something that had to do with work. The older sibling did send a text message back to him which gave him a clue as to where she could possibly be. She too was slightly fond of nature. Isaiah had to pause and think. He didn’t know why but he felt like he had to give the falls a shot. It would be a great place to be alone and spend some quality time with yourself if you wanted peace and quiet. In a manner of speaking of course. Deciding to give it a try, the younger Kirkland made his way towards the popular spot.

It didn’t take him long to reach it. Sure enough, he spotted Jillian at the site and he couldn’t help but breath a sigh of relief. She was safe. But the look on her face kind of screamed sadness and he couldn’t help but start to worry. Had something happened that he didn’t know about? Pressing his lips, he made his way to where she was. He hadn’t even noticed she had frozen in her spot until he was close enough to her. Isaiah knitted his brows as he slowed to a stop.

“Hey…” He called out softly. ”Are you okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost. I’m not even dead yet.” He added jokingly trying to get her snap out of her trance. ”Grams got a phone call from Nick and he sounded worried. He was looking for you. Is everything alright?”

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Jillian jolt in her place at the sight of Isaiah, Ice, as everyone called him; he was Nick’s younger brother and much closer in age to her and though they were close, they were not as close as Jillian and Nick were. Never the less, she considered him a part of the family too, her kind of protective big brother.
Jillian took a hand to her chest and sighed deep, trying to catch up with her breath
“Hey…”
Said back and lowered her eyes as far down as possible, she heard his question but she wasn’t sure on what to say, how to explain that her life has been turn inside out, that vampires are real and that there’s pretty but nothing you can do about it without turning paranoid about everyone that approaches you? Jillian could feel the stinging tears breaking through from her eyes and tried to sniff them back, failing of course and shook her head, no, she wasn’t okay, she was far from it and it killed her not to be able to trust him with it, she swore secrecy to Stefan; she was many things but a promise was a promise, despite of what he was, Stefan was a good ‘guy’, she could feel it, otherwise, he could have easily killed her, he had multiple occasions and yet he had decided to help her.
Taking a big breathe in again, Jillian looked up and tried to wipe the tears away, falling again ‘cause more kept coming
“Nick was looking for me?”
And then she remembered their launch date
“Yeah, our launch break…Is it noon already?”
Though Ice was giving his back to the direction of the sun and he was covering her completely from it, Jillian hand to put a hand over her face to been able to look at him in the eyes
“No, I’m not alright Ice”
Dropping the hand heavily
“I’m far from alright”
Moving to her right and away from him, Jillian took a second to let all sink in, she doubted she’ll ever be alright, she was afraid, Stefan had giving her some instructions on how to avoid been attacked again, about the Vervain and how to turn it into a tea to ingested it every 3 days or so. Spinning on herself, Jillian turned to look at him
“Can I ask you a favor?”
Not really sure on how to say it, she just went ahead and asked it
“Could you hug me, no questions ask?”

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SO WHAT IF YOU CAN SEE THE DARKEST SIDE OF ME.
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The way she had greeted him back told him that this was going to be one long talk with her. If she was going to talk with him that is. Jillian was someone he already considered family but if there was anyone she was really close to it was Nicholas. Not that the younger Kirkland was complaining or anything. He wasn’t. It wasn’t like him and Jillian didn’t get along well. They do. It was just that when it came to being close to someone, she was more fond of his older brother. Isaiah didn’t see anything wrong with that because Nicholas was a good guy and he was an even amazing older brother.

“Nick was looking for me?”

Isaiah nodded. ”Yeah he was. He didn’t tell me why though because he was more focused on trying to find out where you were.” He told her softly.

“Yeah, our launch break…Is it noon already?”

The younger Kirkland looked at his watch and pressed his lips slightly before he settled his hazel colored eyes back to her and nodded. ”It is actually.” He replied back and wondered what was bothering her because that was what she looked at that exact moment. She looked bothered by something and apparently, Nicholas was still not aware about this. Other wise Isaiah was sure that Nicholas and Jillian would be having that little heart to heart right about now. Figuring it was the most reasonable thing to do, the younger Kirkland asked her if everything was alright. The response she gave him though was something that caught him off guard because honestly, he didn’t think she would give in that easily. He figured she would say that she was fine and she would be on her way to meeting Nicholas. That didn’t happen though.

“No, I’m not alright Ice. I’m far from alright”

That made him knit his brows and take a step forward. ”Hey…” He called out softly to her. ”You can talk to me you know.” He added trying to encourage her that he was there for her no matter what. After all that was what families are for right? And even if they weren’t blood related, he honestly considered her a part of his family.

“Can I ask you a favor?”

”Of course.” He replied without any form of hesitation. ”What is it?” Hey, if this favor that he was going to do for her would actually help then he was going to do it if it meant making her feel a little bit better.

“Could you hug me, no questions ask?”

A smile lifted up the corners of his lips before he nodded. ”You got it J.” With that said he moved forward and spread his arms open. As soon as she was within reach, he circled his arms around her and covered her with the warmest hug possible. Tightly and securely he held her in his arms.

”Whatever it is that you’re going through, just remember you’re not alone. Nick and I are here to help you out. But I think you already know that.”

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‘J’ that is a nickname that Jillian hadn’t heard from Ice in quite some time and she missed it, she missed it terribly; she was more fond to Nick but she loved Ice too, Nick was like her other half but Isaiah was her older brother, she loved him as one, blood related or not, to her family don’t end with blood and the Kirkland’s were family.
Jillian almost through him off balance with the hug, Ice was huge next to her and she has a ‘normal’ height for a female, yet, the top of her head only reached his chest, nipple height; his arms covered her in a sort of teddy bear hug while she placed her palms on his shoulder blades. A part of her was enjoying this, Ice has one kick ass body, huge biceps wide chest and a 6 pack abs that would knock down any female –and gay man- jaw in a fraction of a second; Jillian was lost in her mind when Ice spoke, all she could do was to press herself closer to him, as if she was trying to hide herself from someone.
Despite her best efforts, tears can down from her eyes like a flooding river, she knew she could always count on her blood family and the adoptive ones on anything but she wasn’t sure if she could now, not with this, she would taken as a crazy person, vampires WERE real, how could she prove others of this and not ending as crazy? Sure, there were the marks on her neck that proved this but, was this really enough?
Jillian didn’t know on what to do, she had swore Stefan and Damon secrecy and they promised to be there for her, well at least Stefan did, Damon’s first reaction was ‘I’m not a bloody babysitter’ which made Stefan raised an eye and Damon to barely agree with him.
A few seconds later, Jillian looked up at Ice, trying to hold back the tears and in a not creepy way she just stared at him right in the eyes for what it seemed for a very long time but that it was actually just a couple of seconds, part of her was trying to find the right words to say, to try to explain but not give away as much
“Ice… What would you do if you’d find out a secret about someone but you can’t say a word?”

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Holding her in his arms the way that he was made him feel the possibility of how grave the situation she might be in. Usually, it had been Nick’s job to console her like this and he was sure that she would wait for an opportunity to have that little heart to heart with the older Kirkland. Right now, Isaiah was the one doing that job and it made him wonder what exactly was bothering her. She had turned to him for comfort and this was a rare thing for the both of them. The twenty-six year old could not help but worry. For a moment, he kept his silence and just held her just like she had asked him to.

When he felt her move and look up at him, Isaiah drew his head back a bit to look down at her. The height difference had been seriously tremendous but it didn’t bother him. Not one bit. Slightly he knitted his brows into a shallow crease as he looked back at her. ”What?” He asked softly curious as to why she was staring at him that way. Like she was studying him or something.

“Ice… What would you do if you’d find out a secret about someone but you can’t say a word?”

His knitted brows straightened up when he arched it. So that was it? She found out some secret about someone and she couldn’t tell anyone? That could explain the dilemma she seemed to emanate from her. Isaiah shrugged. ”Well, that depends. If the secret is more harm than good to that particular person and to other people then I really think you should say something. At least to the person who has that secret. Tell them how it’s more of a burden and problem it is if they don’t tell anyone. But if the secret is something that only that person can actually solve and they told you not to say anything then maybe it’s better you keep it that way.” He replied to her carefully wondering if what he had said actually made sense to her. Isaiah pressed his lips.

”Secrets can be a tricky thing I know. Been there done that.” He added letting a small smile lift up the corners of his mouth.

”Did I help any?” He figured to ask. ”Honestly I’m not an expert on the stuff since you know, I keep secrets to myself too. But I know you’re smart. I’m sure you know which secrets are worth keeping and which ones needs intervention.”

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He was right, Stefan seemed harmless, at least to her, he could have killed her, she was sure that Damon wanted to but they seemed to be protection the town and the people living in it, though it was confusing, Jillian understood perfectly what Ice was talking about, she should leave it alone and help if possible.
He smiled after admitting to have some secrets too, Jillian smiled too, one of those honest and pure one smiles
“We all have something hidden on the darkest closet Ice…”
Jillian tip toed to his cheek and gave him a soft kiss there, not letting him go yet, still tip toeing, she looked at him in the eyes; why weren’t they as close? Jillian was to the outside people a party animal, the life of the party, the one that everyone saw surrounded of people in a party but Melly, Nick and Rose were all she had, and she needed as much people as possible, specially now, her father and sister were close but not as much as she would love them to be, not anymore, not after her mother died and she hoped for it to be just a momentary thing.
Pushing that thought to the back of her mind, otherwise tears will start to come back, Jillian smiled
“You did helped and thanks for not giving me a third degree about this”
Kissed his cheek once more and let him go, she wanted to keep hugging him but he was not Nick, Nick wouldn’t mind to stay glued to her as much as any or both needed it. She did cupped his face and as she did, put hair behind his ears
“You know you can tell me anything, right? About those secrets… I’m here for ya…anytime, any day… I kind of owe you one now…”

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“We all have something hidden on the darkest closet Ice…”

And that was only the truth. Even he himself could not deny the fact behind what she had just told him. Instead of saying something about it, he only nodded and offered her a small smile. Yes. He himself had a dark secret of his own. He never did tell anyone what had happened the night of their accident. All his family and friends knew that he had been extremely depressed of having to lose his best friend. What they didn’t know was that it was his fault. At least that was what he was telling himself. After all, he was the one behind the wheel that fateful night.

As she tiptoed, Isaiah dipped his head down and allowed her to place a tender kiss on his cheek. He couldn’t help but close his eyes and for a moment his thoughts went to his dead best friend. Scarlet had no qualms in showing affection to him like this and even if they had been friends for a long, long time, it never really occurred to them to cross that line. Because they didn’t need to. They didn’t feel the need. They were more friends, siblings if you may rather than anything else. She was gorgeous yes but he didn’t let that shallow fact to get in the way of their friendship.

“You did helped and thanks for not giving me a third degree about this”

The twenty-six year old couldn’t help but let out a soft huff of chuckle. ”I don’t want people giving me the third degree about things,” He started off. ”It’s only logical that I don’t go down that path. I’m just glad I was able to help somehow.” He finally said finishing his sentence off.

When she cupped his face and tucked locks of hair behind his ears, he couldn’t help but smile. Yeah he really needed a serious haircut but for some reason, he couldn’t bring himself to do just that. A new look sounded good to him since he had always made sure his hair didn’t become an unruly mop. Or well at least Scarlet made sure of that. Now that she was gone, he didn’t feel the need to do that anymore.

“You know you can tell me anything, right? About those secrets… I’m here for ya…anytime, any day… I kind of owe you one now…”

The tall male huffed out softly again. ”Now that’s an idea that we just have to leave alone for another time.” He replied back to her keeping the smile on his lips. ”’Sides, you haven’t told me yours so I’m keeping mine to myself. For now.” He added lightly.

”What you could do now is treat me for a great snack because I’m starving.”

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